Friendship

well, everyone has friends, hi-bye friends, normal friends, close friends, best friends, the friends who understand you, the friends who listen to you..there are lots lots of friends..
i would like to say friendship is like life..
it'll descend and ascend..
it need several conditions to build up a friendship..
that's timing, feelings, passions, understanding and trust..
for me,
i am proud to say i can make close friends easily,
i can touch people's heart easily,
but i did put effort..
i mean effortss..
i care, i share, i trust, i throw out whatever i have to them..
a sad thing is nothing stay forever included friendship..
Many stages we have to go through in our life,
we get used to our baby sitter,
we get used to our kindergarten's frens,
we get used to our primary school frens,
we get used to our high school frens,
we get used to our college frens,
university frens, colleagues,
imagine how many people we will meet in our life..
we have to move on, right?
once the frequency, the feelings of two people change,
isn't that is the time to leave?
Leave sounds like abandon..
but don't u think leave is prevent things getting worsen?
Let's see, if the thinking are different already,
there will be alot of disagreements...and quarrels..
Some said quarrels make two people getting closer and more understanding..
But it doesn't work on me..
I hate quarrels, it doesn't bring any even a little better to a relationship for me..
sounds selfish?
ain't that human are selfish?
Happy is the feelings we always looking for..
to be with someone that is comfortable with you, is that a wrong?
Relationships that staying physically close yet the hearts are apart?
Is that a good thing?
The close relationships doesn't need to stay physically close whereas their hearts are sticking together..
For me,
after quarrels, there's a thorn in my heart..
i'll feel awkward.. and i don't know how to communicate anymore..
Perhaps there's some mistake when i am handling with bunch of friends..
i may neglect some of them and to be harsh, abandoned them...
I usually let it be when something happened in a relationship,
I don't talk, I don't dig the N years stuff out and discuss to blame..
Because i know talk doesn't help anymore..
it's gone..
the feeling is gone, the passion is gone..
how we hold back like old times?
the main components of the friendship are absent..
I might handle thing in immature, childish, selfish ways,
but at least, I don't make things worst..

When i cared, do you show your appreciations?
When i asked, do you feel like share?

I am just a human being,
I can't give out, stay happily with everyone all the times..
i might tired, i might fed up, i might give up..
But i kept it to myself..

and I'm JC, I am not JCs..
I can't stay with everyone all the times..
I have to make decisions..
I am just a normal human being as you all do..
I did mistake, I act selfish and I can't fulfill all the needs and expectations..
I am just a human being like you..
I am not superhuman..

Forgive me if i offended anyone,
Forgive me if i did any mistakes..

I am not a kid,
I can think,
I am not retarded..
I just a person like you..

Balance point,
I should have a balance point to every of the friends..
But, if treating everyone the same..
Who'll be the close one?
and who'll disclose things to you?

Sorry if I made any wrong statements..

I am praying hard

I am praying hard..
and I am sincere..
Please,please...
I am just begging for this time..
transfer all my luck to her..
she needs it!
I don't mind to kena bird shit once i get out from the building..
I don't mind to fall in longkang..
just withdraw all of my good lucks and place it to Lim Xiu Qi!
=D..
Everything will be alright

KLCC

It's pc fair!!
I have a date with the galssss..
^^
after pc fair, we went klcc and had our lunch in sakae sushi..

she's daydreaming while waiting for our seat..

haha, pearly finally is here...but the aunty look funny at the back..

yiting: jie, are u the model of sakae sushi? you very pretty errr..
that's what xiuqi told me, i really LOL..xD

taken while waiting for the food, lingy and chicken's old frenss




this is nice, pearl pearl..
u finally look good in picture =p




that's our food!!!~~~
to be honest,not really nice..
because............
we are zanmai's FANS!!!

pearl pearl with her salmon rice

nahh...chicken old best fren, hui shan..
nice to meet you yea..=D

their old frenss..Jermin and Huishan..

Look at the gal with Sloggi bag..LOLs..both of them wanted to be tall as huishan but...
somehow, they are cute..=)

taken randomly before we went home..
a happie date with the gals..
=D

For You

This toy is for you.. =)
Green one would be me and the red one would be you..
we'll lean on each other to face and go through everything..
This blog post is written for you..
You know who you are...
I just want to tell you,
no matter what's happen,
as your best friends we will be always around to help..
never give up!
we love you!!

Edited

ngahahaha...i got it in gurney plaze..
guess wat..
it's 50% discount!!
weeeeeee~~~

MCKY...xD..50% also..

my green green and red red....
=)

the toothbrush holders that i got in from pasar malam..
cute,rite?

taken b4 leaving the hse to midvalley today..
yes,im juz too boring..
so i keep edited pictures and snapping pictures..
but,after tml, i have to back to my notes again ba..
sighhhh..
IMU,i beg u let us pass

Sem 3 Trip~ Langkawi and Penang

Finally EOS is over,
here we come, langkawi!
we took plane there at 17th Nov 2009

when we reach, we went for our 1st lunch in langkawi

which is this place..
nice picture with lingy,xiuqi,shan,weiwei and ailing!

at the nite, when we are ntg to do..
it's love JC, can see?? lols

it's xiuqi's foot with the puma slipper and shan was far away there..
so that she looks slim..
ngek ngek

My gals are jumping...lols...look lik four frogs..

more frogs here...

I dint know what's so nice in this picture..
but i juz love this..
4 noobs posing differently..xD..
but everyone still look pretty

was taken in oriental village..

lingy's shock face...

the staircase that we need to climb up to the waterfall..

here are we, in the waterfall..
it's red's day..errr..mix with pink..=)

err..i know i loook lik a small kid..
but look at the two at the back...
after that, we back to our resort,
and we went to the beach, lingy was drawing a love on the sand..
she looks so serious..


here is the love..it wouldn't fade even it's covered by the water...

pearly, weiwei, jc, lingy, shan and xiuqi are in loveeeee...
we never forget bout u,pearlyyyyy....

jd was making his castle.. but in this picture, he looks so lonely because there's a couple as a contrast of him..anyway, he is not lonely...=)

random thoughts that came into my mind..
i drew this..
i knew it's ugly..
but i purposely made it kindergarten-alike..
reflect the simplest love..

here is jd's castle..nice,rite???
and yy pirated it as her msn dp..lols

here is another start of the next day..
we woke up late and we had our brunch in this artisans cafe..
the pizza is superrrrbbb nice...
if u have a chance to go langkawi,
muz go this cafe..
get a 4 cheeses pizza!!

after that, we back to resort again..
it's black day..
all of us were in black! besides shan...dark blue..coz she did not bring the black shirt..
i like this picture the most..
coz it took the slimmest angle of mine!!!
thanks lingyyyy!!
lols

it here! we're in Lang Square..
my gals is jumping again..lols..
weiwei was in skirt..so....

five of us..=) i like this picture..

i saw padi field when we drove back resort..
i required them to stop and i get down from the car..
and i took picturess...
this is the one i like the most..=)

it's sunset!! this world is so wonderfulllll!!! =D

here are the chocolate we bought in langkawi..lols..
the winner goes to shan! she bought the most!!
=p

the last nite in langkawi..
we made this...
love pearly...=)

was taken by jd b4 leaving the beach to penang..
everyone of us juz laugh naturally..=D..
gals, i love u all...

forming 2 lovesss...
send to pearlyyy...=*

on the way to airport..

our tickets to penang..

the husband and wife..
look so sweet, rite?

the path of the plane

here we are in penang having ice kacang..

look at it...look tasty,rite?
i miss it right now...

my pretty galssss..=*

the uncle was making apom manis..

taken in gurney plaza

loook at these two prettiess...=DD

weiwei's tortoise wanted to take picture with me b4 leaving..
so i fulfill it's wish..=p

it's weiwei's baby..=)
taken in the bus on the way back to kl..
nothing much in penang beside jam and shopping centres...
they love to horn when driving..
it's really scary..ooopsss...
anyway,we have a nice trip...
loves