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have been staying here for more than a year..
i never realise here can be so beautiful..=)



the golf view from my balcony


of course not to forget u..
little thingy...
so cuteeeeee...

October ♥

It's study break, but well...
we still went pasta zanmai again..
this is our dessert.
yummyyyy....

and after that, im finally get to buy the dream camera that i want since long long time ago..
=)
it's u canon 500D!


the 1st image that my baby canon snap!
it's you,chicken lim...xD
it's snap by the dealer, not me *surrender*

well, i started to play with this baby canon..
i totally forgot that im in study break..LOLss..

the night view of vista..

my white board..full with pictures and notes by frens..

my toyss...froggies, baby milos and baby lion...

it's my amplifier from the gals and the baby milo on the top of it (which from yy) ^^
i like all these stuffs...
thanks again!!

here my baby canon...=)
anyway, i think this ocotber is the luckiest october that i ever had..
i got amplifier, i got mp3 and i got this! camera!!! the most i desperate for..
i got it, i got it!!*jump around*
anyway, it's canon eos 500D, so bring the luck for me to pass my EOS=end of semester, ok?
please.. lols..
Im happie..
im blessed...=)
i love and being loved..

♥ Thanks everyone for my bufday♥

On 16th Oct, i went to wangsa maju to meet these old frenss..
kehsin, miao, vivian and anata..
because anata had to leave to genting on 17th..
this consider my pre-celebration of bufday ba..
they brought me to Fridays, because tat day is friday!


I still haven get the pictures from anata..so these are the one in my phone..
this dessert is superb nice! brownies with ice cream..
and we ate till superb full, coz we ordered a meal for a person..
we full until the next day and we only eat our breakfast at 4pm the next day..
we drink green tea instead of beer this time..
health-conscious..
lols..

this is what dear dear give me..
thanks dear..
thanks sweetheart, loupo and anata for the dinner..=)
i went home around 7pm on 17th October and i was superb tired..
i slept for hours and when it's 12am,
these ppl rush into my room and passed me a cake..
thank you!


i wish that everyone of us can pass sem 3 and stay happy! =D


thanks to these..buddies.. thanks alot..=)


thanks to Jye din for bringing this camera..
he knew i like it, and he begged his sis to lend out this camera..
i have fun with it! =D
wait for me, i'll get one soon!

it's 18th October! kai jia asking me to go her hse at 1pm..
and guess what she did..
she cooked lotus soup for me!
she remembered.. coz i mentioned this few months ago..!
xD..
thanks mommy for everything..=)
It's the time for my galss..
they bring me to soowei's house since i m anti-social..
i scare of crowd..
so they drive me to soowei's hse..
and we have fun there..


another cake..=) thank you,my galss...=)


and this is the present they gave me! amplifier...!
i can blast songs whenever i want edi..=D
on that night, they brought me to look out point..
i miss this place..
at 1st, i want to go genting..and bcoz it's weekend so we couldn't make it and we went small genting.. =)
it's more than enuf, people..thanks alot


another slice cake from mommy..
mommy,thank you..
i didn't know the cake cost u so much..
=p

thank you!! thank you!! the gals, and uncles..=p
end of 18th Oct. im officially 2-0 now!
well, 19th of oct, my hsemate and the gals brought me to jogoya, which i wanted to try long time ago..
thanks again..
promise everyone will smile like the coconut.. ^^
and really thanks again..
sorry for making u guys broke..


the gals and the hsemates..=) ♥ u guys alot..
thanks for everything..
EVERYTHING!

thanks to everyone!
kaijia, simling, sze mien, gsieok, jye din, sing ean, horng ngiap, daniel, james, chin woon, li xian, xin ying, hazel, yah lee, ai ling, xiuqi, ee ling, pearly, chee shan and weiwei!!
thanks for the mp3..
i love it!
again, xiuqi, lingy, pearly, shan and wei wei..
thanks for the amplifier..!
i love it too..it blast my room..xD
thanks to the 5 galss for the pizza hut and cakes..
thanks to chicken for my mouse..
thanks to sim ling for the bluetooth..
thanks to yy for the chocolate..
thanks to ai ling for the key chain..
thanks to mommy for the shirt..
thanks to the SH for the shirt and dinner..
thanks to stephanie, pui mun , wei jie,xiuqi, weiwei and shan for the lunch..
thanks to dear for the photo frame,
thanks to xiuqi, simling and the most important one, kai jia! for the card.. coz kai jia said she started to make my card since last sem break..=D
thanks to mommy bee for the lotus soup..it's so sweet..^^
thanks to everyone!
thanks for bringing me a memorable birthday..
i never tot of there's so many celebrations for a birthday..
THANKS!

天后

终于找到借口趁着醉意上心头
表达我所有感受
寂寞渐浓沉默留在舞池角落
你说的太少或太多

都会让人更惶恐
谁任由谁放纵谁会先让出自由
最后一定总是我
双脚悬空在你冷酷热情间游走
被侵占所有才要笑着接受
我嫉妒你的爱气势如虹
像个人气高居不下的天后
你要的不是我而是一种虚荣
有人疼才显得多么出众
我陷入盲目狂恋的宽容
成全了你万众宠爱的天后
若爱只剩诱惑只剩彼此忍受
别再互相折磨
因为我们都有错
推开苍白的手推开苍白的厮守
管你有多么失措
别再叫我心软是最致命的脆弱
我明明都懂却仍拼死效忠
我嫉妒你的爱气势如虹
像个人气高居不下的天后
你要的不是我而是一种虚荣
有人疼才显得多么出众
我陷入盲目狂恋的宽容
成全了你万众宠爱的天后
若爱只剩诱惑只剩彼此忍受
别再互相折磨
因为我们都有错
如果有一天爱不再迷惑
足够去看清所有是非对错
直到那个时候你在我的心中
将不再被歌颂把你当作天后
不会再是我

A very nice song!

Keat yoke, all the best!

Keat Yoke..

a friend that know her for 14 years..
yes, we know each others when we are 6!
haha, climbing hills together,
went camp together,
the most precious moments of us should be teasing each other but actually we care..
=)
we were best friend..
and we are normal friend..
when I was form 1,
i was forced to go Ipoh and study and I remembered she made me a booklet..
I cried silently when i was go through the booklet when i was leaving cameron to ipoh..
and of coz i still keep it!

haha,bet u shout like hell if u know im posting these here..
but i think u don't even have time to glance thru it right now..
weird feeling..
it's like..we used to be close, but just a night, you are famous right now!

As predicted, you really good in singing since we were young..
getting countless of prizes..
we seriously proud of u as a friend..
=)

You are like a star shining right now..
getting famous and bring pride to Malaysia!
you are fabulous!

getting prettier and more attractive..
can see u in media very often..


Yes, keat yoke, you did it!
and all the best in this field!
You bring pride to Malaysia, Cameron and Bertam Valley!
Cikgu Loi, everyone...
will look at you!
Good luck!!!!!!

Immuned

it's 4am..
i just done my report..
no more tiring..
no more feelings..
last week, we got 4 tests in a week,
during weekend,we cant even enjoy ourselves by sleeping more than 8 hours..
because there are 4 reports to due on the nx monday..
haha, which is today..
what's else is coming?
another project due this week,
and pbl..whoaaaaahhhh..
next week 2 more reports, 2 article reviews, oh no..
patho case study, and psycho presentation!
no doubt..
this is all due next week!
FFF!!!
IMU want to make us crazy..
after next week, it's study break..
finals coming..
there's really no time for us to stop..
sighhhh..
get immuned to it, my frens..
all the best..
im 20 soon..
oh no..im aging.......

colourful

this taken on 22nd september..
this girl loves colourful,
so we MADE it colourful..
Isn't that look happie?
Yes,u bring colours to our life..
=)
loves

here is the video on her birthday surprise!..
she keep ahh all the while..
LOL
chicken's ahhh

Stronger

Had been leaving house for 7 years..
was talking to chicken last nite bout this..
Since form 1 i was leaving home to go ipoh study..
Parents were far far away from me..
for a 13years old gal, what can she do?
she has nothing, only has a table, a chair, a wardrobe, a bed and a radio in her bedroom..
and a bicycle..
she has no handphone..
she miss home,
she miss siblings,
she miss frens,
she miss parents..
she cant call, coz aunty will nag..
everynight waiting for parents' call although they just talk not more than 2 minutes..
but this maintain till now..7 years edi, my parents still call me every night!
yes,i should feel blessed enough..
but for a teenager, she did not think maturely, she thought her parents don't love her..
she started to run away from school,
run away from aunty's hse..
she needs attentions!
she regreted at last,
once she run away from school and get caught by school,
her parents were informed, and they rush to Ipoh and searched for this silly girl..
They cried, they asked why are you so childish..
why are you so selfish..
i wonder now, wasn't the gal noe the parents did all this just for her to get better education?
stupid silly girl..
after 2 years staying with aunty,
parents keep getting complain from aunty..
and the parents couldn't bear with it anymore..
the parents bought a house for this gal and since her younger brother was 13 soon..
these two naughty things have a house..!
but they have their own lives..
bring own frens back to home and party..
they don't even bother each others..
it's sound free, happening and happie,rite?
but this gal loved to stay back in school til 7pm everyday
coz she doesn't want to be alone in home..
she wants to be with her frens..
by looking at her fren's parents fetching them back,she felt empty..
she wondered, when will her parents do the same?
yaya, bus driver is ur parents..
xD
nobody waiting her home..
no one cares whether she comes home anot..
nobody doing house chores for her,
nobody cook dinner for her..
perhaps there is...
someone prepared dinner for her..
yea! the hawkers...xD
that time onwards,
friends are her family members..
she loves her frens alot alot..
her frens wondered why this girl's mood can be affected by some simple stupid words from her fren's mouth..
yea,my frens, now u know why...
but when she's come to form 4,
she started to think bout her future,
she struggle hard in her studies to cover back her previous failure..
she did it..although she did not get the extreme good results,but she did it..
she proved the teachers, she proved the one who looking down on her..
since that time,she promised,she swore that she'll never waste her parent's effort,
she'll never want to dissapointed them..
when comes to college time,
again,she needs to adapt her new life..
staying with the one she's not close with..
have to act strong but tears dropped when she showered..
low confidence because of the previous failures..
she is a loner in college..
but luckily there's still some friendly ones come and approached her..
when she graduated from college,
she needs to search for uni..
but there's no one she can rely on,
noone giving her advices,guides and helps..
she did everything alone..
from apply uni to paying fees..
travel from ipoh to KL times in a month by bus..
parents just not too worry bout this girl..
they tot she is strong..
yea..she has to be...
she has to appreciate this faith..
but there's a sorrow which is she never can be like others girl close with daddy, rely on mommy which free from worries bout what she has to eat tonite..
yes,u can definitely say she still has friends,
but friends do have family members as company..
she just has to be strong..
not to over depend on anyone..
yes, I have to be strong..
=)