Monday, August 18, 2014

But, you have to face the truth: You're in love with a ghost

The person you loved is gone. The person you are so convinced was the rest of your life is now keeping you from living the actual rest of your life. The only thing that is haunting you is a memory of a stranger.. No matter how well you thought you knew him or her.

The person to whom you gave your heart is gone. People change and people grow apart. The person with whom you were so intertwined let go of the rope and left you hanging to the tangled mess. The person- your person - only exists in the past.

He or she has changed somewhere between the mind and soul. The frame of a person you would see today is not the human with whom you fell in love.

Monday, August 11, 2014

好吗

最近忙于工作,好忙好忙,不够时间休息 ,没有时间联络任何人。
还不错的。
还是很爱,很想你,只是我不想知道你的一切,却没有勇气不关注你。
要去墨尔本了,小心。
知道一定会有人照顾你的。
我知道我没资格关心,也知道你会过的很好。

好吧,只是想想。反正你也不会看到。

下雨了,开车要小心。

Friday, August 1, 2014

How're you?

Hey, it's been awhile.. well, just two weeks.
For me, it's like few years I never talk to you, never see you and never get to know your news any more.

It has been torturing. I forgot about the timeline, I knew it was a year plus ago, I knew you've left, your heart doesnt belong to me anymore. I can't do anything to hold it back, i cant make you love me. I knew.
But it was like yesterday, you were sleeping on my arm, cuddling and kissing each other.
I felt the love, it was so true.

I clearly know what m i doing and what i should do, but hey, i love you, like never stop, you can't make me stop loving u just like i cant make you love me again.

I know I shouldn't hold on something that has already gone. I will try my best to earn as much as I can and forget about how we used to be.

All the best.