Valentine's day..

Valentine's day without valentine,
should i wish everyone happy valentine...?
13rd Feb,
when i sign in,everyone is so moody with their personal message..
I am like getting affect by them..
started to think should i get a valentine?..
a friend scolding me cold blooded because that i don't want to have a lover yet..
she said i have no feelings,
I am cold blooded..
yea,right..
how i wish i am cold blooded..
if i were,
guess i don't need to be so moody in this moment..
how to open my heart and let a person come in again?..
i don't know..
i just feel that it's really hard for me to accept a new one again..
L.O.V.E...?
what is that?...
Am i qualify to think of it?..
If i accept the new relationship,
i think i'll just take it as a fun..
cause i don't think i can fall in love anymore..
L.O.V.E=wasting money,wasting time and wasting my energy..
is that a reason to comfort myself?..
i don't know..
i don't know how long i can hide my feelings by laughing loud,
by fooling around..
have u guys ever listen a song...?
搞笑-罗志祥
那一条牙膏 在对我傻笑
嘲笑我永远用不掉
想睡就睡 想闹就闹
好快乐少了人捞叨
蓝色的碗盘 多买了一套
我忘了没人陪我通霄
要多少替代的丑角 无辜的陪笑
才会让我能真的忘了你的好
我在搞笑 借着热闹 掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好
当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉
我受不了
还在搞笑 害怕回家 不知怎么熬
这么多年 早就喜欢 有你的撒娇
我想我能熬 但是至少要让我知道
你好不好
我们的小狗 食量变好小
眼神里常常显得无聊
他习惯睡觉的床位 少了一双脚
所以他常常看着门口睡不着
我在搞笑 借着热闹 掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好
当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉
我受不了
我在搞笑 却在最后 眼泪拼命掉
你的离开 失去多少 我计算不了
忙完了一天 突然觉得又何必辛劳
对谁炫耀
还在搞笑 是否拥有 麻痹的疗效
唱一夜歌 却避不开 催泪的曲调
我彻夜胡闹 希望听到有人会提到
你好不好
everytime i listen to this song,
my mood getting down and tears starting to drop..
valentine's without valentine is not a matter..
losing one and hiding it on everyday,
that's only the hardest thing for me to go through..
but i believe sooner i can get rid of it..
and be tough..
never fall in love within this 4 years..
never be sad because of love anymore..
i deserve to have a happy life..

hey,friends...
we deserve to have a happy day..
don't let valentine make u guys so moody....!!
Cheer up!