Why we need to study?Study for life,
or live to study?..
I feel so lifeless..
Am i really the one can study?
arh...
Im so frustrated with my life..
We are born in a world that's full with rules..
Rules guiding us to live..
Rules set that we need to study hard to get better job,
Rules set that we need to marry around 25++..
Rules set that girls must dress nice nice..
Rules set that guys should be the leader..
Rules set that girls cannot sit like this,cannot smoke,cannot cut short hair,cannot be rude like what guys act...
Rules set that girls must be patient,must be understand the 'MAN' in the house..
Rules Rules Rules!!
once u break these rules,
people will look at u as a FREAK!
DAMN!
I am the kind that cannot accept bad comment from others,
but i am the one who love to live in my own way too..
That's a big contradiction among myself..
I hate myself in this way..
If i were following the RULES,
yea,my parents,friends will be happy for me..
but...Im seriously uncomfortable with it..
If i were NOT following the RULES,
yea,I'll be comfortable and happy but once i know that
my parents will be sad and people around just comment much on me..
And I have to think another thousand times..
Am i doing the right thing..
DAMN DAMN DAMN!
wat is rules??? rules are something meant to be broken by us!!!!! wahahahhaah!!!!
ReplyDeleteKai jia,i never know that you'll have a rebel face..
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