Autism

I suspect i m getting autistic disorder soon
after a month locked myself in cameron,
with only tv and lappie,
nobody,no internet server..
i was only talking to some of classmates through sms or call during this sem break..
when i come back to kl,
i realize i hardly to mix in with people around me..
i started to prefer alone...
i hate to meet new people,
i hate to socialize myself..
i........
i feel so helplessness...
am i going to be an autism?
oh..shit...
i hate to go for class..
those lectures heavy like 100kg put on my body,
it's just the first day!
everyone looked so tired and saturated..
omg,wth imu doing on us?