:)
i smile when i looked at kids
they are the naive, innocent one..
do things without thinking much,
smile from bottom of heart,
cry when sad..
they never hide their emotionss..
I love kids..
:)

when's the last time u do things without thinking others' opinions and comments?

when is the last time u laugh from bottom of ur heart?

when's the last time u slp soundly, slp without any burdens and worries?
as we age, we're forgetting the basic feelings, basic attitudes, basic happiness of the life..
have u smile today?
:)
i hope i do...everyday

知足

人 永远不会知足
当你得到一直觉得对的东西的时候 你会发觉那不属于你
当你得到而开心享受当时 人 总会更贪心 觉得永远不够
人家的总是比较好
可是总不会觉得自己的最好
回头看一看
其实一山比一山高
人 你看我好 我看你好
越是在乎 越是心疼 越是失去
性格难改
没有十全十美的人
相处得越久
越是曝露自己的缺点
我 本身 是爱把缺点遮着 小心翼翼 不想被人讨厌
我想 每个人都一样吧
谁想被讨厌
谁要被遗弃
谁会想一个人
我想自己应该把门打开
让别人进来坐坐
若觉得这房子不适 再离开吧
可是若房子喜欢着客人 而客人却觉得这房子不够大
这才是最心疼的吧
做人好矛盾哦
该对人仁慈 还是自私一些 对自己好一些
总有一个平衡点吧

我讨厌习惯
习惯总让我依赖
习惯了依赖
却带来烦恼
难道永远都没有一个两全其美的方法吗？
我累了

The story of Duckie and Chicken

This is the story about a duckie and a chicken..
when i came to IMU,
I am seriously kinda autism..
But I saw this gal,
quite attractive,talkative, and noob noob like that..
and she is the only person i talk to instead of she talks to me..
kacau her in the english class..
when i look at the contact list of my classmates,
I realized our number are almost the same!!
we got the 5656!
so i started to feel this is really a big coincidence so
I started to text this chicken..
then we started to talk alot,
crap alot and fooling around in the uni..

The 1st picture of the chicken in my phone..
well, why i called her chicken?
simply and straight forward,
cause i think she looks like..
her mouth will never tired,
everywhere we can hear her..
cross road like chicken,
do stuff like small kid..
in a word, i shall say she is...Noob..
xD

this was taken when gen chem poster presentation..
bet u forgot when it's taken..
right?
yea yea, i love to bug her..
and we exchange secrets very often..
when the final exam passed,
we realise we failed the same subjects..
Lols..will u feel offended that im telling this here?
Nevermind lea,k?
on that time,she's nearly give up..
and complaining all the time..
I am proud to tell this,
cause I was by her side that time..
and finally we get over it together..
=)
after we got our results,
we went genting with the guysss..

that's the happie time for us..
we all enjoyed much..
alto all the one who go genting are from the different groups now in the class..
then when we came to sem2,
started to join the food hunting with chicken's group..
and the 1st place we went is Itallianese..
and during the lunch,
we found u are a spoon!
LOLxx..

Look at your evil face..
chen wei ming! xD
but u still the prettiest,k..
then we went NSM,
ur group n my group..
the ten gals are together coz of u and me eiii!
xD

all of your ugly expressions had been captured and stored in our lappie forever...
xD
this is what they describe bout us..
when a chicken meet a duck,
there'll be an endless talking..
sooooo noisy!
xD
i think we really got endless topic to talk about..
I appreciate u as my fren alot.. im sincere.. :)
end of sem2,
we went the 2nd trip together again..
yea, you guys came my home in cameron!

it's such a coincidence..
I love the chicken n duck..
=) i think i should buy it next time..
sem 3, we getting closer and closer..
I am inside your group and tagged to you all whenever you guys go..

I asked to do as me, You din't.. you betrayed me!
and someone said i looked like constipation..
LOL and gik..
But nvm, you looked pretty...
coz i act ugly..=p

the orientation of 2009..
although we are not in the same group..
you did persuade me to join lots of the activities..
and of course mommy bee did too.. *i scare she jealous* oopss..xD i heart mommy bee too,k..

We went famine camp!
Errr...we *Starved*!
1st time that we stick together and without foods!
but we got lots soya bean milk leaaaa...
happie mou?
they know u love soy bean milk eiiii..
xD

yes la yes larr..
i know u love this picture the most..
so this must be here..
that day was zanmai day!
we had sushi zanmai and pasta zanmai at the same day!
seriously i feel happie with u guys!
although we spent alot lea..
although i nearly pokai every month...xD
I still consider myself as the happiest duck in the world..
coz i dun think others duck get to eat zanmai and make best fren like chicken..

Then it's came to your birthday!
the 1st time i celebrate ur birthday with u..
so i was telling myself must make it the best!
xD
and i did it!
happie? i bet u were superb..
cause of u keep screaming and we cant see your eyes!

this was taken on ur birthday lea..
this is the best look of urs among all the pictures..
:)
these are the stories till sem 3,
how bout the rest sem in our uni life?
how bout after we graduate?
i bet our friendship will never change..
coz we have the strongest bond..
which we are in the same family!
Bird family!
i wanted to say sorry again if i say stupid things again to make u cry,
if i misund you,if i m impatient to u..
I nearly broke my promise to u..
I am so so sorry..
I want to say thank you to you too..
for by my side at the hardest time and happie times..
Now,Duckie will keep her promise always..
will never let chicken's tears drop again..
This is the precious friendship of us..
As long as u care, I care..
It'll never end..
Promise that non of us can give up..
coz i dun wanna to be apart with u..
I want to by ur side and help u to go thru everything..
and i bet u wanted to too,right?

Loves

Me

I think i am a weirdo..
I don't talk..
I don't fake my feelings and expressions..
I am stubborn,
I am impatient,
I am anti-social,
I don't talk bad because I ain't perfect..
I don't expect much coz i know the more u expect, the more u disappoint..
I have bad temper and I always don't change it,coz i think this is me..
I swallow my tears back to my stomach when something goes wrong..
I don't want to tell anyone coz i dun want to trouble anyone
I changed when I meet the person that I care,
I can be gentle,
I can be patient,
I can be talkative,
I can give out everything of mine..
I hate this me,coz it's not me..
But u guys changed me,
everything of mine juz changed..
It doesn't seems is a happie way for me..
My heart ache juz when a small ignorance or lack of bit attention..
I don't want myself to be like that..
This is not Jctang..
Should I back to my original way,
which don't give out and don't receive..
Be the loner..
I don't mind as long as nobody is hurt..
can I run away to a place that's nobody is with me..?
I don't need love,
I don't need care..
I...
just want to escape..
ha,kinda coward huh..
pity u,jctang...
my door is closed..
come and knock tomorrow..
=)

不屑

事情如果那么简单那就好了
想让自己不见 瞬间就统统消灭
人类如果没有心脏那就好了
受伤不会流血 悲伤也不会流泪

不需要有同类 传染颓废
不需要愚昧的尊严
不需要去偷窃 你的思念 自我安慰

就让我伪装 我嘴角不屑
让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍
允许我保留最后一点点特权
赦免我想念你的心碎
如果我眼神里闪烁不屑
可能我心里一半地已经残废
那一半跟着你走远了的那一天
这一半渐渐地瓦解

如果我还有一点点不屑
别想要说服我纯洁的绝对
我只是世界上物种绝种的绝类
悄悄的失眠了一光年
如果我还有一点点不屑
那是我自己虚荣心在作祟
自以为或许我们有一天会重叠
我可以再爱你第二遍

Nice song..
sighhhh

I miss you =(

Dear dear, dear dear..
I miss you so so much..
sighhh..
i remember the combination of yellowie and greenie..
xD
u love yellow and i love green..
we alws make thing in these 2 colours..
hehe,
today when i stare on our chat box in msn,
i realise, we wore our favourite colour shirts and we pose almost the same!
so i combine this picture...
=D..
I miss u stupid chong keh sin!
come and find me larrr..
i dun want to go ur place arrr...
so farrrrr...
sei yeh..

this is the 2009 one..
2010 one u make for me,k?
take care there..
=)

from,

honey

Happy Birthday to My Chicken Lim Fei Mui Zai =D

Say bye bye to 10++ larr..
Welcome to 20++..
Ngek ngek ngek..
Happy birthday ar..
Sorry that i cant celebrate birthday with u..
u know that my heart was edi tag to u,rite?
I hope u have a great birthday with the gals...


hehe, i love these two pictures..
because...
u look pretty!!
wow!
Pretty 20 larrr...
and hope all your dreams come true..
love u alot alot alot x10000000
xD..
Happy birthday

It's Friday!

It's Friday..
It's holiday..
Promise to meet the gals at 8.30am
But i woke at 8.30am..=.=
We said,
study till 12pm lea..
then we go Pyramid..
well,
from 9.30am to 12pm..
i never read a word..
and we did this..
cam-whore!!

well, i know i am...narcissism..

help me lea, sei chicken,peace there...ish!

she said she's tired of studying..
R U SURE?
do you read?..xD

my two pretty galsss...

a duck protecting a chicken..=)
It's 12pm,
We are here, TGI fridays in Pyramid!

6 of us^^

The 5 gals of mine... Jctang's properties,k...?
wei wei and chicken are lingy's properties..
but lingy,you're my property...=p
so all of u are mine...wakakaa...

haha,pearl tot there's a malay guy at the back...
LOLxx..
it's me!!!!!! your owner!

The appetizer is here! Hmmm...yummy yummy...
it's macaroni with chessesss inside each of the cube!

Our main course!! hmmm...it's all about cheeseeee...yummy yummy...

desserts here!! Pineapple, oreo, snickles, and strawberry!!
Hmmmmm..

Lingy cant wait for it anymore...

Actually the purpose for this outing is celebrating advance birthday for this sha po chicken!..
Sorry chicken..
that i can't celebrate ur birthday on the day itself..
I am sorry..
=(
Happy advance 20th birthday to chicken lim fei mui zai..
=p


We watched this today!
This is funny and superb nice...
Well, truth is always ugly..
=)

Never Give up

This sem is really making us crazy..
i vow, i had study 5times harder than b4,
but, i never get a better result in this sem..
Yes, i need to work harder,
10times? 20times?
no matter how many times,
we should not give up!
To the one who nearly give up,
hey,do u want to study with ur juniors?
do u want to leave us?
No way,
cheers and work harder from now on..
We must prove Winnie!
xD..

I scare of relying..
I scare of being dump after relying..
I am phobia of it..
I scare of being too over if closer..
So, what can I do?

leave me alone?
but i don't want to be loner..
=(
anyway,
Sorry if i did something stupid..

Dear

my dear..
since form four..
we cried together,laughed together..
it's seems just happened..
dear,we have been know each other for 5 years!
and now u finally move away from house and this is the time u learn to be independent..
=D
all the best to u in a new environment..
no heater no washing machine..kakaXD..
but bear with it!
you'll be stronger!
don't smile so much arr..
laugh madly,k?
cause later alot flies and butterflies come to u..
XD..
take care,dear..

Happy birthday,Stef!

We are from C2-06-02..
have been long time never outing with them..
and today we have this chance,
it's our baby's birthday!!
Stef,Happy birthday yea..
=)
we heart u lots..
stay happy always,k..


although there's always misunderstanding and troubles around..
but u know,
we are like a family,
we're not keeping hatred,
we flare up easily when stress..
sorry for the bad temper and i hope our friendship will last forever..

A friend was telling me that life is fragile..
show ur love to the one u love
in case something happen tomorrow..
appreciate and store it as the precious memories..
=)
u know it's u..chicken lim..
yes, i love u all lots..
and i'll try to stay strong..
cause i'll never want to be apart with u all..

Good nite,world

Spoilt duck

For those who don't know,
my recent nick name is duckie..
and currently im a spoilt duck..

a simply status-im craving for chocolate..
and everyone is bringing chocolate for me..
Im pampered by them..
these people are making my stomach bigger and bigger..
thanks,babes..
this feeling is undescribable,
just...
bersyukur larrrr...
im spoilted by you all..
report,tests,there'll be always have someone to help me last minute,
there'll be always nice food for me even im broke..
thanks to everyone..
im exhausted and out of words to explain this feelings..
just you guys know wat i want to express then should be okay edi..
=D..
cheer up everyday and we'll facing it together one by one..
loves

I am a blissful duck..♥

Feelings

"Love is not always the story of a girl with a boy.

They can be anyone of your family, friends, pets or even strangers." by gacky

anyway i love this sentence..
i think this is meaningful so i shared it..
gac gac, i think this is so true!

hmm..currently,there's something burden my feelings..
it makes me feel that no matter how best you and your friends are..
they will still leaving you one day..
how weak the bond is...?
it's just a simple jealous, a simple misunderstanding...whatever...
no matter how precious u think the relationship is,
it'll be still ending one day..

i hope they'll be alright soon..
i don't want to care much because im giving u privacy but not that i am not concern bout it..
i don't want to care and i don't want to side anyone of u..
cause i think this is unfair..
if it's yours,it'll be..
if it's not, don't ever force it..
coz it'll be worsen..

to all the one i appreciate,
i may forget some of u
i may neglect some of u,
but i still care..
just that my heart cant be torn into pieces
and im not superhuman..
i love u all as how u love me..
thanks for the love, and i hope our bond isn't fragile like glass..
I hope it can be last as long as it can..
never think of forever..
=)
coz it's impossible...

to the one,
you know someone will not be back,
you know things that would not happen, it will not,
you know it's impossible, why still you think of it..
as usual,
happy isn't hard, don't make it harder than it is..
step back and see,
there's other things that need ur concern more than this..
You'll be alright..
=)

to my gals,
i love u all,
more than everything right now..
everyone's thinking is different,
i knew i can't make u all happy all the time and sometime even worst,
i hope i am doing the right things,
i hope you all don't stress urself too much,
i hope to see u all laughing and smiling all the time..
coz...
i will not happy just when u guys are not..
=)
loves u all lots..

to the two most caring one,
thanks for everything,
thanks for helping me whenever i need,
i knew u guys did alot,
i knew u guys care alot,
i just can say thank you..
thanks for holding and guiding me..
anytime..
im seriously appreciate..
*i wonder why u guys treat me so good*
anyway,thanks again,
without u without me..

these are the feelings for me right now..
it's 2am,
i just finished my report,
my brain is not organised,
forgive me if i said something wrong..
=)
im going to bed with lots of lovess NOW...=D
good night,world

....

As we grow up..
We forget the things that really make us happy..
Money? Lover? Building? Car? New Handphone? PSP? I phone?
What else...
Good result? Attention?
these all are the stuffs that i never want to desperate for..
They make us lost..
Back to origin,
I just need everyone around me happy and healthy..
Like a kid..
When the people around him laughing at him,
and he'll laugh happily too!
A simple smile, a simple care are the sources for me to stay strong..
Will never ask for more..
Just hope you all are happy..

You know why am I posting this for..
Happy isn't hard..
Why are we making it hard?

In love

Currently i feel so in love with this song!
and i want to dedicate this song to u all..=)

说你也一样爱着我
为什么你 总是闷闷不乐
你知不知道 你是最好的
这首歌 我唱这首歌 就是要给你快乐

世界上只有你独一无二
我为你填上幸福的颜色
这首歌 我唱这首歌 你要专心的听着

说你也一样爱着我
有一个温暖角落 那是我心窝
把你的爱收起来 放进我的口袋
不让你轻易离开
我会永远爱着你
到老还是同一句 因为我珍惜
轻轻地摇着懒椅 戴着老花眼镜
还记得我们这首歌 这首歌
还记得我们这首歌
说你也一样爱着我 say you love me

*in love* hmmmm

Top fans..

Well,let's see..im the top fans for these people..
all my five gals!
im proud of it!
yay!

chicken's

Lingy's

Pearl pearl's

Wei wei's

Shan's!!
and beside that,im the top fans of Li xian!
so shock!

Haha,cant believe im so addictive to facebook..
xD

ERrrr

Im kinda sure that we are siblings..!

although im not cute,pretty or handsome as them lea..
but they got my interest!
cam-whoring..
LOL..
I miss u two little things