Me

I think i am a weirdo..
I don't talk..
I don't fake my feelings and expressions..
I am stubborn,
I am impatient,
I am anti-social,
I don't talk bad because I ain't perfect..
I don't expect much coz i know the more u expect, the more u disappoint..
I have bad temper and I always don't change it,coz i think this is me..
I swallow my tears back to my stomach when something goes wrong..
I don't want to tell anyone coz i dun want to trouble anyone
I changed when I meet the person that I care,
I can be gentle,
I can be patient,
I can be talkative,
I can give out everything of mine..
I hate this me,coz it's not me..
But u guys changed me,
everything of mine juz changed..
It doesn't seems is a happie way for me..
My heart ache juz when a small ignorance or lack of bit attention..
I don't want myself to be like that..
This is not Jctang..
Should I back to my original way,
which don't give out and don't receive..
Be the loner..
I don't mind as long as nobody is hurt..
can I run away to a place that's nobody is with me..?
I don't need love,
I don't need care..
I...
just want to escape..
ha,kinda coward huh..
pity u,jctang...
my door is closed..
come and knock tomorrow..
=)