Finally I am No.6!

My soh zai avatar...XD

Been never off laptop for days just for this game..
RESTAURANT CITY!
I admit that i am crazy...
my restaurant,my restaurant!

and from 90+ i squeeze to no.6 in my list!
yes!
Gacky,you're my next target...=p

NOT READY

Slowly,i am getting lost..
I am tired with the way i live with..
I start to misinterpret within real and fake..
Who is treating u good or they are just ambushing their aggressiveness?
Have to accept the norms of life which i am not really get ready yet...
There's always no true friend,true relationships..besides families..
20 years old,
is a time to enjoy uni life and getting attached with society..
I AM NOT READY!
Exam, is always not a problem for me..
I'll never cry for my lousy result and stress for it..
but i started to..
I hate this feeling..
I hate to put expectation on my own..
I hate comparison..
I hate....
I am tired..
I don't feel like study..
But i know i have to..
For the sake of family and future..
Please give me confidence that i can go through this all..
I am confusing..confuse that whether I am stress or not..
If i stress i should start study..
why still i can like nothing happen?
If I am not stress,
why still i feel like this..
IMU,you changed me,definitely...
I couldn't find back the original me anymore...

3 more hours....

well,definition of stress?
any factors of physical,chemical or emotional that can cause bodily and mental unrest..
Im STRESS!
sleep around 12am last nite and now it's 4++,
i woke and i couldn't fall sleep again..
T.T..
thought want to relax my brain and sleep till half an hour b4 exam..
MENTAL UNREST a....
8 days to go!
I hope i can hang in there...
haha!
right now there's alot information appear in my mind..
Implantation is occur 6days after fertilization, and cell will develop to morula and blastocyst..
Organogenesis occur 6 weeks after gestation..*the critical time of pregnancy,spontaneously abortion or miscarriage may happen,hyperemesis and always nausea in this stage..most vulnerable period..
Placenta only start to grow at 10-12 weeks after gestation..trophoblast cell grow rapidly like cancer cell,but it's highly controlled and regulated!
weight gain for pregnancy,
for those underweight should gain 2.3kg in 1st trimester and 0.5kg per week in 2nd and 3rd trimester..
for those normal weight should gain 1.6kg while obese one should gain 0.9kg in 1st trimester and 0.3kg per week for both categories.
Do not cut down sodium intake
Lactation woman should get extra protein, g/body weight+20g in 1st 6 months and +15g in next 6 months..Folate-500mcg
Endocytosis,Lipid secretion,Apical transport,Transcytosis and Paracellular pathway
Oxytocin,Prolactin are in charge of let-down reflex and milk production..
Progesterone and estrogen stimulate milk production and inhibit milk secretion during pregnancy..
3 types of infant formulas..
cow-milk based,soy based milk and casein hydrosylate formulas..
Colostrum,transtional milk and pre-term milk
0.65kcal/ml in breast milk..
infant double up his/her birth weight within 4-6months and triple the birth weight during 1 year old..
toddlers gain 0.23kg and 1cm per month..while preschooler gain 2kg and 7cm per month..
adolescence (girl) have 120% gain of body fat and 40% lean muscle..
early adulthood man shouldn't exceed 22% body fat while woman is 32%
middle adulthood are likely to get cancer and menopause occur in this stage..
man's body fat do not exceed 25% while woman 35%..
elderly-DETERMINE
D-Disease
E-Eating poorly
T-Tooth loss
E-Economic problems
R-Reduce social contact
M-Multiple medicine
I-Involuntary body weight gain/loss
N-Need assistant in self-care
E-Elderly above 80years old..
pity pity those elderly..sigh..
huuuuu~
i hope i can remember later...
Good luck all N&D-ian!!

My Restaurant!

Addicted,addicted!
I love it..
Very syok to decorate it..
XD..
3 more days,finals coming..
hohoho...and im still addicted to restaurant city...
Die la me...

Stop asking me to become Better and BETTER!

EOS coming...It's coming!
4more days...and yet i haven finish any of the subjects..
stress and stressssssssssssSSSSSSSSSSSS....
got back my lifespan result..
and luckily i dint fail it..cause i really dint prepare well for it..
i think i should thanks..
But i don't know who to thank..
too many people around me are taking care of me..
they are worried bout me..
1st thanks to sim ling that willing to teach me when i was doing some others things..
She just go through everything with me when i was doing *Project*..
Should I thanks to the luck too?
Since young, I don't really work hard for studies but everytime i just got a pass or a not bad result..
I ain't smart,i know nothing..
but every time just that lucky..
If it's really a luck,i would hope it will never leave me..please..
cause im really those lazy student..
Last minute only asking for help..
Well,now i m crazy cause of biochem..
wanted to thanks another teacher..
hehe..Jye Din..Thanks to him,i save lots of time in biochem..
I hope i can be more intellect, wil not do things emotionally..
I hope i can be more hardworking, i don't want people think that i am always relying on my luck.
I hope i can be better too but stop asking me for that..

Too much coffee recently, start to feel nausea and sore throat is begin..
please don't do this on me..
i don't want fever!
Start to eat dose of antibiotic since last night..
hope it'll recover soon..
Thanks to Kai jia,sending me fruits and 100plus..
Love you,mommy...XD..

Been dream alot nonsense dream last night...
I think i start to miss someone again..
Stop dreaming and let me rest well..
I am short of time..
I am tired..
Yea, i need to manja so much..
I need a hug so badly..
Haih...
Good luck everyone....
i finished my crap already..

The view outside of Kai Jia's house...
Not bad hor my skill...
haha~
I need to Rest!