Stop asking me to become Better and BETTER!

EOS coming...It's coming!
4more days...and yet i haven finish any of the subjects..
stress and stressssssssssssSSSSSSSSSSSS....
got back my lifespan result..
and luckily i dint fail it..cause i really dint prepare well for it..
i think i should thanks..
But i don't know who to thank..
too many people around me are taking care of me..
they are worried bout me..
1st thanks to sim ling that willing to teach me when i was doing some others things..
She just go through everything with me when i was doing *Project*..
Should I thanks to the luck too?
Since young, I don't really work hard for studies but everytime i just got a pass or a not bad result..
I ain't smart,i know nothing..
but every time just that lucky..
If it's really a luck,i would hope it will never leave me..please..
cause im really those lazy student..
Last minute only asking for help..
Well,now i m crazy cause of biochem..
wanted to thanks another teacher..
hehe..Jye Din..Thanks to him,i save lots of time in biochem..
I hope i can be more intellect, wil not do things emotionally..
I hope i can be more hardworking, i don't want people think that i am always relying on my luck.
I hope i can be better too but stop asking me for that..

Too much coffee recently, start to feel nausea and sore throat is begin..
please don't do this on me..
i don't want fever!
Start to eat dose of antibiotic since last night..
hope it'll recover soon..
Thanks to Kai jia,sending me fruits and 100plus..
Love you,mommy...XD..

Been dream alot nonsense dream last night...
I think i start to miss someone again..
Stop dreaming and let me rest well..
I am short of time..
I am tired..
Yea, i need to manja so much..
I need a hug so badly..
Haih...
Good luck everyone....
i finished my crap already..

The view outside of Kai Jia's house...
Not bad hor my skill...
haha~
I need to Rest!